Wednesday, July 13, 2011

2 tahun

Banyak benda boleh terjadi dalam 1 saat,

apatah lagi setelah 2 tahun berlalu... be continued

Wednesday, June 29, 2011

my little Arcee

Yes, the pink one.

I never thought that yesterday was the last day I rode you. Yeah, it's sad..:'( When we were together, I've always imagined you could turn into Arcee, one of the most dangerous autobots in the movie Transformers. Hmm, well, I hope that you'll always be happy with your new owner.

Thank you for the memories.

Tuesday, June 28, 2011


Pada suatu pagi di satu sekolah menengah, ada seorang pelajar bertanya pada seorang guru yang sedang mengajar. Ketika itu, guru tersebut sedang menyentuh mengenai kasih dan sayang secara am. Dialog antara pelajar dan guru tersebut berbunyi begini :

Pelajar : Cikgu, macam mana kita nak pilih seseorang yang terbaik sebagai orang paling kita sayang?. Macam mana juga kasih sayang itu nak berkekalan?

Cikgu : Oh, awak nak tahu ke?.Emmm…baiklah, sekarang kamu buat apa yang saya suruh. Ikut je ye…mungkin kamu akan dapat apa jawapannya.

Pelajar : Baiklah…apa yang saya harus buat?

Cikgu : Kamu pergi ke padang sekolah yang berada di luar kelas sekarang juga. Kamu berjalan di atas rumput di situ dan sambil memandang rumput di depan kamu, pilih mana yang PALING cantik tanpa menoleh ke belakang lagi walaupun sekali. Dan kamu petiklah rumput yang PALING cantik yang berada di depan kamu tersebut dan selepas itu bawa balik ke kelas.

Pelajar : Ok. Saya pergi sekarang dan buat apa yang cikgu suruh.

Apabila pelajar tersebut balik semula ke kelas, tiada pun rumput yang berada di tangannya. Maka cikgu pun bertanya kepada pelajar tersebut.

Cikgu : Mana rumput yang cikgu suruh petik?

Pelajar : Oh, tadi saya berjalan di atas rumput dan sambil memandang rumput yang berada di situ, saya carilah rumput yang paling cantik. Memang ada banyak yang cantik tapi cikgu kata petik yang paling cantik maka saya pun terus berjalan ke depan sambil mencari yang paling cantik tanpa menoleh ke belakang lagi. Tapi sampai di penghujung padang , saya tak jumpa pun yang paling cantik. Mungkin ada di antara yang di belakang saya sebelum itu tapi dah cikgu cakap tak boleh menoleh ke belakang semula, jadi tiadalah rumput yang saya boleh petik.

Cikgu : Ya, itulah jawapannya. Maknanya, apabila kita telah berjumpa dengan seseorang yang kita sayang, janganlah kita hendak mencari lagi yang lebih baik daripada itu. Kita patut hargai orang yang berada di depan kita sebaik-baiknya. Janganlah kita menoleh ke belakang lagi kerana yang berlaku tetap dah berlaku. Dan semoga yang berlalu tidak lagi berulang. Jika kita berselisih faham dengan orang yang kita sayang itu, kita boleh perbetulkan keadaan dan cuba teruskan perhubungan tersebut walaupun banyak perkara yang menggugat perhubungan tersebut. Dan ingatlah orang yang kita sayang itulah kita jumpa paling cantik dan paling baik pada MULAnya walaupun nak ikutkan banyak lagi yang cantik dan baik seperti rumput tadi. KECUALILAH jika perhubungan tersebut tak boleh diselamatkan lagi, maka barulah kita mulakan sekali lagi. Maka sayangilah orang yang berada di depan kita dengan tulus dan ikhlas..


Bunga kecil dan rumput. Tanpa bunga kecil, rumput di atas tidak akan berseri. Begitulah jua sebaliknya. Begitulah jua kamu semua dan aku.

Monday, June 6, 2011


I knew it's gonna be like this.


Friday, May 13, 2011

La memoria

When people you know become people you knew,
How could you walk right past them,
as if they have never been a part of your life..
And how you used to be able to talk for hours,
but now you can even barely look at them..

People come and people go,
People swap and people change,
but you are the person who is there to stay,
Cuz you are the one who holds the memory remained..

Saya sayang Booshie...

p/s: Happy graduating seniors!you're not here but our memories remain...

Tuesday, April 26, 2011


Unorganized sleeping time,

Tired, exhausted and zero energy,

Waited for the class that was actually canceled,

Forgot to go to the actual class..

What happened here?!?


p/s: sedih dengan diri sendiri..T_T

Thursday, April 21, 2011

Random conversation

"Kau orang mana ek?"

"Aku orang Kelantan..."

"Oh ye ke? Bukan orang Kelantan semua putih-putih ke?.."




*bunyi cengkerik*


Thursday, April 7, 2011

4 M

"Merindui yang jauh,

Menyayangi yang dekat,

Mengasihi yang rapat,

Mencintai yang Satu..."

-my mama, 2011

Tuesday, April 5, 2011

Sunday, April 3, 2011


Happy Birthday

to you and you..


Saturday, March 26, 2011

Cuz we are Queens..

picture from

“A British man came to Sheikh and asked: Why is not permissible in Islam for women to shake hands with a man? The Sheikh said: Can you shake hands with Queen Elizabeth? British man said: Of course not, there are only certain people who can shake hands with Queen Elizabeth. Sheikh replied: Our women are Queens’ and Queens’ do not shake hands with strange men.

p/s: Remember that we are Queens my dear sisters. Credit to wani panda:)

Saturday, March 19, 2011

Supermoon iz here

Salam all..

Take a look at this

la luna de muy bonita (a very beautiful moon)..:)'s just a moon. Well, this moon is not an 'ordinary moon' but it's a SUPERMOON!

It is a SUPERMOON okay? Not Superman...or Sailormoon -_-. What is it actually? Let's check it out:
According to, a supermoon is the biggest full moon that can be seen where the moon is closer to Earth than that it has been in more than 18 years because of a fluke of orbital mechanics. On Saturday afternoon at 3 p.m. Eastern Daylight Time, the moon will arrive at its closest point to the Earth in 2011: a distance of 221,565 miles (356,575 kilometers) away. At its peak, the supermoon of March 2011 may appear 14 percent larger and 30 percent brighter than lesser full moons (when the moon is at its farthest from Earth).

Subhanallah..what a beautiful creation of Allah s.w.t. I am still mesmerized by this supermoon although I've spent almost 2 hours staring at it while taking picture.Yep, I love to stare at the moon and I get all excited when there is a full moon (i'm not a vampire-edward-twilight though). Staring at the moon, alone at night..I don't know how to describe it is peaceful for sure. And I know there are thousands of people out there love to stare at the I do.

Yeah..we all stare at the same moon..:)

Sekian, wasalam~

p/s: Staring at the moon so blue..turning all my thoughts to you~~ (ok sambung sendiri lagu ni..:D)

Monday, March 7, 2011

el momento

.....bukan menghilangkan diri tetapi...

...memerhati dari jauh...


sekian, salam..

Monday, February 7, 2011

wear it right

p/s: amek gambar ni and post dekat blog2 anda..let's play our part. friendly reminder. Be a diamond =)

*credit to Fargeek's Words (wani panda :))

Sunday, January 30, 2011

selamatkan mereka..

Ya Allah,
selamatkanlah saudara2 ku di Mesir..lindungilah mereka daripada segala bahaya..

Ya Allah,
selamatkan lah kawan2 ku yang berada di sana, semoga mereka selamat sampai..

Saturday, January 29, 2011

What it feels like?

"What CHD is me"

Its always wondering “why me?”

Its looking at others who are just like you, seeing they are worse, but still feeling bad

Its no one ever understanding, you look good, you look fine and healthy and when people see you they don’t even know your sick

Its them wondering why your sitting out, its them wondering why you never do the normal things people your age do.

Its them thinking you are lazy

Its then thinking your cranky and need to get over it,

Its them knowing that your sick and still wondering why the hell you're sitting down all day its them thinking your faking its them not believing

Its feeling so tired, and so bad, but you can't express the feeling to anyone, not even yourself sometimes.

Its worrying

Its knowing that every day you could be getting worse,

Its never knowing when something will go wrong, its that feeling inside that something is wrong and the fear of what now..

Its never knowing if the cough will turn into full blown pneumonia

It’s the scar, knowing you should love it, know its there and it saved your life, and its loving it. But wishing sometime that you could have just one picture without it.

It’s the medicine you take every day. Its the new lifestyle you have to learn because of it.

It’s the side effects of the medicine, the bruises, the need to pee, and even headaches and nausea

It’s the pain, it’s the rapid heart beats that just come out of no where, its sitting still breathing trying to wait it out, its taking deep breaths that hurt

Its having to do breathing treatments. it’s the cost of the medicines, the cost of the doctors,

Its fear.

Its the emotions you feel watching your loved ones having to go through these emotions with you.

Its the fact that you see how hard your spouse, parents, siblings, children want to help but can't.

Its the upcoming years of knowing the long term affects from it.

Its the depression that no one understands.

Its the days you spend in bed because you're so exhausted for no reason.

Its the sadness you feel when you see others doing all the things you want to do but are told no from your Dr.

Its the love you get from strangers.

Its the stares, the looks the ignorance from people who see your scar and try to figure out what the heck??

- Ara Hunt, CHD-ASD 2 OHS Suvivor since 2008

*CHD = congential heart disease

p/s: We are lucky because there are a lot of people out there are suffered more than we do. Say Alhamdulillah and be grateful for what you have now and don't forget to pray for others so that we will become stronger together. Amin..:)

Sunday, January 16, 2011

Life is life

"You have one chance, one life and what you do with it is up to you.."

"You're always saving me. Please let me find a way to save you."

"When you stop fighting, you stop living. So.. find your fight. Then fight like hell 'til your battle has won. "

"Imagine a future moment in your life where all your dreams come true. You know, it's the greatest moment of your life and you get to experience it with one person. Who's standing next to you?"

"It's not about what you say, its about what you do. You don't like the person you've become then do something about it, because no one's gonna do it for you.."

"At this moment there are 6,470,818,671 people in the world. Some are running scared. Some are coming home. Some tell lies to make it through the day. Others are just not facing the truth. Some are evil men, at war with good. And some are good, struggling with evil. Six billion people in the world, six billion souls. And sometimes... all you need is one.."

- Peyton Sawyer, One Tree Hill